Monday, July 9, 2012

4 weeks of Vegan-ism... done

So I survived my 30 days of of going meat free..


Allergies are acting up today, allergies have been in check for the past 4 weeks, woder what it could be?

Saturday, June 16, 2012

5 reasons I should keep going..

Top 5 Health Reasons To Go Veggie

Thursday, June 14, 2012

i think im dying


Not feeling so hot...  apparently, im in detox!  headaches have gotten more intense over the last 3 days.  this sucks

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

day 3 of experiment

3 days into being vegan/ vegitarian..  yesterday i had a bad headache!  started at around 1400 and didnt go away till i ate dinner.  Really odd because i wasn't hungry, but i ate because i knew i had to.  Here's a break down of what i ate:

Breakfast:  Superfood Smoothie
Kale
Banana
Silk
Superfood Powder
Carrots

I felt great afterwards..  almost feels like my body absorbed everything quickly.  This didn't seem like such a big feat because i woke up feeling fresher than ever.  Usually im groggy when i wake up and feel that way until i finish my morning workout.  Yesterday, like today, i woke up refreshed and ready to start the day. 

Lunch:  Stirfry
Zucchini
Snow Peas
Carrots
Onion
Garlic
Coconut oil
w/ Hummus

Had a very hard time getting this all down.  It wasn't much but i felt like i ate the equivalency of a 18oz steak. 

Dinner:  Vegan Stirfry (Got this recipe off the internet)
Vegan Whorchester (sp?) Sauce
Soy Sauce
Flour
Water
Snow Peas
Green Beans
Carrots
Onion
Broccoli
Zucchini
Mushrooms
w/Couscous

Had a headache but it immediately went away once i started eating.  Felt energized again but again, this was ALOT of food to take in.

All in all this experiment is going quite well.  I've dropped 4lbs, i'm not hungry and i'm barely working out.  I'm starting to run again but it's nothing compared to what i did leading up to Ironman or any other race for that matter.  So far so good.
     Side note, i'm not longer getting heartburn and i feel more energized than normal.  ok.. thats all..

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

24 hours into my experiment...

over 24hrs w/o any animal products... first and foremost, i slept better!  No sleeping pills and i woke up fresh.   Very odd.  Woke up, had a Kale, Banana, Silk, Superfood Powder and Almond Smoothie.  I could get down with this, it's quick and filling plus i almost feel like im absorbing all of it right away.  Could be in my head but from what i've learned, as long as i believe it, thats all that matters.  My mind controls some odd shit. 
     Just finished "Finding Ultra" and aside from the inspiration, i read something really interesting about microbes.  Without going into too many details, it stated that research has shown that microbes (Living breathing crap in your belly) could actually influence your brain and what types of food it craves.  They cited (Cited, gotta love how college is fucking up my vocabulary) the movie supersize me and how the main character ate mcdonalds for 30 days straight. 
     Well at first he hated eating all that junk food and within the first few days got sick to his stomach, couldn't sleep and constantly puked all the garbage he was injesting.  After a few days all these symptoms subsided and instead he began to crave bigmacs and all those other foods from mcdonalds.  Eventually he'd feel like crap and only felt better once he ingested that garbage.  MicroBiologists somewhere in the UK or Switzerland.. i dunno man, somewhere out there..  explained that it was due the growth of new microbes in his body that fed and thrived off the new junk food he was feeding himself. 
     Apparently, microbes that grow in your belly thrive off of certain foods so with changing his eating habits, he grew new microbes that needed mcdonalds.  These microbes supposedly play on your neurotransmitters...  i dunno man..  and tell your brain what to crave.  The old microbes that hated mcdonalds, died off.  SO in a nutshell...  microbes controll what you crave and you control what microbes grow in your gut.  you crave shit because the microbes tell you to crave it.  you don't NEED IT!  like i feel i NEED Milk and Meat...  thats a whole nother blog i'll expand on as i further get brainwashed into this plant-based diet. 
     all in all so far so good.  Thank god i have such a supportive GF.  All i could ever hope for i have..  A GF who supports all my crazy ideas, lord knows without her, i couldn't do anything i do.  Love you sally!

Sunday, June 10, 2012

First step... Training Plan

Primary focus for now will be to build my run back up. 

-  I will run 5 times a week for a month, just as a prep phase.  Nothing hard, just gotta get my body use to all the pounding again.
-  Meditate everyday with the same training plan i used last year.. 8 mins at a time
-  Document everything i eat for a month.  Gotta get back in the habit of doing this if i plan on getting back down to 180lbs.

Over the course of the next month i will be designing a plan based on what has worked for me and what needs to be worked on.

Short term goal: 
Get thru the first month as planned

Long Term Goal: 
American Triple-T Triathlon
Ultra-Marathon
sub 20 5k      @6:25  PR:  20:15@6:31mm
sub 45 10k    @ 7:14  PR:  47:45/7:41mm
sub 1:45 HM @ 8min miles Never ran one.. officially  shit never ran anything till i did a marathon

Did Ironman work?

     People have asked me how hard it was to complete an Ironman Triathlon?  Truth be told, it wasn't hard at all.  Racing is easy, it's the training that kills you.  I honestly believe that if you train properly and suffer enough thru thraining, the race will race itself.  The race just becomes another day at the office with a few thousand new friends and training partners.  The training was tough, but what i've soon come to learn is, what you do after Ironman, is even tougher than the training itself. 
     I set out to do an Ironman to help cope with my depression and to pay tribute to Sergeant Alexander Gagalac.  My loving girlfriend Sally (God bless her heart for allowing me to deal with this my own way) often asked me "So what happens after Ironman?" "What is you cross the finishline and you still feel guilty?" I didn't give it much thought leading up to the race but as i started racing, the thought continually crept into my mind.  What if the Ironman doesn't help with my depression?  What will i do if i cross the finishline and i still feel like i caused my friend to die?  What if Ironman wasn't all I had hoped it would be?
     Lets first address what i thought Ironman would mean to me.  I had hoped that Ironman would finally help me sleep at night, that i'd feel a tremendous wieght lifted from my shoulders and that atleast, i'd have something in my life to be proud of.  I spent so much time making this about my friends death that it wasn't till my actual race day that i said this was for me.  This would teach me that anything is possible, that no matter what i was going through, i was physically and more importantly mentally prepared to face anything.  To that effect it has.  I know if i want to do something, i can do it.  But has it helped with my emotions?  That i'm not sure of.
     Over the course of the last year i've taken up Yoga, Meditation and visualization training in hopes of calming my nerves, making myself whole (still trying to figure out what that means).  All with the idea that Ironman would cap all of these tools and hel me cope with depression.  Still not sure if it has?
     All i know is that training makes me feel better.  When i train, i feel better.. i'm not as sad, training has become somewhat of an active-meditation for me.  I am alone in my thoughts and at times i actually feel as though i can talk to Alexander this way.  This may sound wierd but training was somewhat spiritual to me. 
     Since becoming an Ironman, i've lost the desire to train and am starting to feel depressed again..  i kept saying monday i will start again.  I will find a race, i will train my ass off and i will get my head right.  Life feels like it's been getting in the way as college has been kicking my ass lately but tomorrow is the day...  I will get back to how i use to be.
     I'm hoping this blog keeps me accountable to myself...  Tomorrow, we start training..  back to swim, bike, running, yoga and meditation.  Lets see how this works out!  Alexander i miss you bro, please help me get back to the old me.